a gloomy day : confrontation

Crusty, serving the time

I do not know what it’s like, sometimes alone, or together with wild grass, sometimes with peers and similar, or rocks and gravel. Somehow, what it’s like, growing on the edge of the road, small shoots, vine looking sidelines of air between the grass. Unfortunately, you do not offer a more beautiful again. Neither do I know the dictionary meaning of beauty in your life. I’m always stunned, my eye ball, keep moving looking for answers.

Will this apply to you?

I asked for the list, whatever you like and what you want. I’ll ask the wind is so dynamic crossed the globe, along every mountain and valley, bringing the smell of fresh morning, the flowers, and carry pollen, to delivered to the owner desires. I need to know.

Really, it made me swallow more often. You know, this has become addictive, and really amazing, you’re still dancing without stopping. Do not know what you’re looking for, whatever you want. I really do not know. If you told me, that’s not necessarily true.

Oh, why do you need a little like me. Which makes me want to look for more wild similarities exist within us. I could not stop myself. Time, and time between us. The distance started to become more loose again. I have been kind enough to string up longing for you. I do not know what you’re knitting. Your dance was already sick of you, but you kept dancing and dancing. Why do not you let go it alone to me, is clearly able to stir the soul for you.

Ah, again I’m crusty serving time …

The Real… me?

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don’t have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people’s feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up—it’s okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What kind of person am I?

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again. Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular. Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

Psychological Test

You are easy to understand.

How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: foot.

You are stubborn, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.

Glass means fragile personality.

You are also down-to-earth.

You are an opportunist.

Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble.

(Source: quizbox.com)

What’s on my mind?

You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn’t dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.

(Source: quizbox.com)

What type of personality do I have?

 Kind and Gentle Your

kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

(Source: quizbox.com)

Get to know myself better

• Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

• The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

• Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

• The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

• Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

• The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

• How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

• What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

• Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(Source: quizbox.com)

My Result

12/11/1985

• You are Green Lion, who gives graceful and pure impression.
• You are dignified, and possess delicate sensitivity and cool intelligence along side your sweetness.
• But unlike your friendly outlook, you are very cautious towards others, and can not relax in front of anyone.
• Your weakness is that you can not adapt easily to new environments.
• You tend to take a very passive attitude when starting something.
• But when it comes nearer towards the goal, you become very obstinate, and your ego will start to show up.
• You may become very dogmatic, but because of your personality, people will not feel harmed.
• You possess a skill of a manager, and even if you experience difficulty, you don’t show grimness. You are very practical and precise person.
• You can make sound and rational decisions, but sometimes can be argumentative. In life, you are long distance runner type.
• You treasure your past and find something from there.
• You will have your best days in old age. You are not so emotional type, and therefore look much older than your actual age.
• You should not think things according to your own interest.
• Your reliable character is trusted by people around you.
• After getting married you may turn out a little nagging type.
• But will be a good wife and a mother.

(Source: world.doubutsu-uranai.com)

I do not care any of your efforts to destroy me

U know they say if u want something too much, it doesn’t happen? Can I want something too much which I don’t want, just so it doesn’t happen?

—SEsever

As you know it, oh my dear! I do not care any of your efforts to destroy me. Though you still don’t say a word, as if it just like a silence speaks a thousand words, and your anger struggled in the head. You can not blame me. From the beginning I have even offered hopes to you. But really dear, you have started it, now you too have been doubted it. You will bear all of this. I can only wait and offer a piece of hope.

If only, you were willing to came over to my dreams, asked me to hide behind the eyelid of the goddes with you, I would. Just so you know oh my dear, I would.

FEAR OF LOSING SOMEONE is totally unnecessary! Because when you fear to lose someone, it’s generally too late to not too lose them anyway.

—SEsever

I have been destroyed, long time before you came. Until you said that you wanted to lick my eye ball.